today is another fuCking day when i think about my damn life..
so..as allways..i can say my life is useless...
but who cares..i live for people who hate me..
and its ok..its ok that they hurt me all the time..
all what they say..its just another lie..
but i dont care..anymore..
maybe in the begining...
but now..it nothing special for me..
do you know..that people like to lie...?!
and some..or most of them..try to be what they are not..!!
i think it their own problem..own fault..!!
so i could say that i dont care about them..
but..it isnt..i care for other people...
i care for them more than for my self...
i could secrifise my life for them...
because..i know many people realy dont know..
and dont realise..that im realy sick..
because i allways smile..
i just hide my pain..
so they dont need to care about me..
i know..im strong..and i can get over it..
i can get over all theas pains..and diseases..and other thing..
ok..this is it for today..maybe some other time something more about my life....